This website is called lawsuitagainstuconn.com,
but it is not about money. It is an account of racial harassment
which I experienced and this is my attempt to get the truth out about
that harassment. I have more to lose than to gain by exposing this
story, but I feel I must write this. The harassment was terrible,
but I made it through somehow. Having done so I could go on and try
to adjust to life after my experience with racism as if it never happened.
By coming out this story will be known within my career path and outside
as well which puts my chances at a career in peril. But, my hope is
the truth of who I really am will be known and perhaps I can help keep
this from happening to anyone else. That is my aim.
My name is Sudhama Ranganathan. This website is
devoted to what happened to me while I was working towards a degree at the
University of Connecticut´s Landscape Architecture Department. While there
some of the worst examples of racism I´ve been through occurred. I call
this website lawsuitagainstuconn.com because my original intent was to
get justice through the law system and planned to chronicle my fight
on the web site, but I discovered I couldn´t afford a lawyer. My options
became limited to getting justice by going public with my story. Despite
the new publicity this would mean for me I decided to go forward.
There isn´t much online as far as discrimination
at UCONN is concerned. A local civil rights attorney told me this
is because UCONN tends to settle out of court thereby erasing all
traces of civil rights violations occurring on campus. UCONN has substantial
resources at it’s disposal including the threat of the State’s Attorney
General defending them. If you´re poor and can´t afford a lawyer
the idea of pursuing them in court can feel like a lose - lose situation.
The purpose of this website is not to get revenge against those who
committed the harassment against me but to expose what happened so
others might be aware of the possibility of it happening to them.
Although I have graduated I still feel the pain from what I experienced
at UCONN. I hope by sharing my story someone reading this might be
helped.
My mother is White, Christian and from
England. My father,who passed away when I was 15 years old, was
Indian, Hindu and from India. Me... I´m biracial. In 1990 when I
was a senior in high school I became involved in planning peaceful
political protests with some college students at Wesleyan University.
We made the unfortunate choice to commit an act of protest in the
form of arson on a Wesleyan University building as part of those protests.
These actions were not religiously motivated just political. The arson
was an act of property destruction meant to prove a political point.
It was not an anti-American statement, just the misguided effort of
American students to get equal treatment for American minorities.
This was an act of student protest not
terror. It was no act of war. In fact it was specifically planned
not to physically harm anyone. As many disagreements as I had at the
time with the powers that be, I still believed America was my country
and the best country in the world. I looked into Christianity, Islam
and Hinduism. None of them seemed to have the complete answer I was
looking for. I didn´t even have a religious affiliation at that time.
The summer following the arson I was caught
and later convicted as an adult. I was a minor at the time I commited
the arson and I cooperated with the government, but my crime was kept
a matter of public record. Soon thereafter I became a Zen Buddhist which
grounded me and give me a positive outlook on life. I eventually put
down the partying, applied for school and was accepted to the University
of Connecticut. By the time I entered UCONN at the age of 31 I was
ready to go forward with a career and life.
As relates to my harassment at UCONN one
needs to understand I was never a Muslim terrorist period. I was scared
just like every other American on September 11, 2001. I was referred
to as a Muslim terrorist at UCONN in order to strike fear into the hearts
of my fellow students based on the prejudices of certain professors.
This was to isolate me by preying on racial fears and trying to connect
what happened at Wesleyan University in 1990 to to the terrorist acts
commited on 9/11. I want to see justice done for what happened on 9/11
like most other Americans. I also see that by trying to turn my fellow
classmates against me by fomenting religious prejudices against Muslims
the professors at UCONN who are responsible for the hostile envoronment
displayed exactly what kind of people they are.
No one from the government ever talked to
me, called me or wrote me since my sentence for my conviction was served
for any reason relating to terrorism extremism or anything of the like.
No one from the school questioned me about my past involvement at Wesleyan
University before my entering UCONN.There was no reason for the professors
in The Landscape Architecture Department at UCONN to question me.
Of course they could have just asked me if they were so concerned.
They could have simply said my portfolio was not what they were looking
for and turned down my application to their department. Instead they
invited me in and then took the law into their own hands. They decided
to become judge and jury. When confronted on it they lied and hid.
Some of what occurred I outline in the What Happened page. By writing
about what happened to me and coming forward I wish to encourage anyone
else who has been harassed or discriminated against to collect evidence
and expose the law breakers for the criminals they are. I also wish
to highlight the extent to which racial and other forms of intolerance
still permeate the landscape of American society. Subtle methods of
racism are employed in order to keep the perpetrators from being caught.
It is a form of cowardice and should not be tolerated any more than overt
forms of discrimination, harassment, abuse, intolerance and racism.
My only wish is to be able to sit down with the school and work this
out to ensure it does not happen to anyone else. IO have no ill will
to the school on the whole and even route for the success of the UCONN
mens and womens 2008 basketball teams Feel free to go over what happened
to me and decide how you feel about it for yourself.
First they ignore you,
then they laugh at you,
then they fight you,
then you win.
-Mohandas K. Gandhi